Monday, August 18, 2008

I have been doing a lot of thinking lately...

I'm bitter...and I know I shouldn't be but today this is just how I feel...I put a lot of effort into my friendships because I truly believe that if you want to have friends you can't just expect to receive, you have to give too! So I come up with these ideas of how to bring the girls together so we can get away from daily worries and just hang out without kids, without husbands, just us silly girls!:) I make sure that we all know what's going on so nobody feels forgotten because I know how it feels! Isn't it normal to expect others to treat you the way you treat them?! Especially your closest friends! Well, I think it is! And yet I get a "slap in the face"! It hurts and I'm not sure how to handle it. I come up with an idea and someone else takes it and doesn't even care that I can't participate or simply assumes that I couldn't. I'm not sure I have felt that hurt in a long time! I usually try to be strong and get through stuff but this is different because it's not the first time it has happened. So this is it!

1 comment:

Justin and Michelle Distel said...

hope you're ok... i'm always here if you want/need to talk!